How Do I?

I admit, this isn't the first time I fell in love. In fact, this is the third time I did.. but it's for real.

I met him last year. Specifically, September. He's one of the students from that school I just transferred to then. It was all well. I feel for him as he did. Everything was normal, challenges.. Hard trials. But, this one's coming along and.. I think its trying to test me. Yet, please, help me! IT HURTS LIKE HELL!

You know, he's one of those guys I thought never existed anymore. Those guys that treat their girlfriends like princesses? Call them just to know how they are and say "I love you"? Carry them when they're tired walking? Follow her around when she's mad? Hug her tight when they feel something wrong? Got to her house just to take a glimpse at her? Please! Believe me! The man I just fell in love with is all that. Just thinking about everything he's done for me!? I may say.. "I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM!" People, I love him so much! Is it bad? Am I too deep? What?

Can someone tell me, is it wrong to shed tears now whenever I see him just because I know in my freakin' head he's going to be away for college sooner or later? Can anyone tell me if its wrong that I feel so weak, I just feel like I can't stand at all, just because of those thoughts? Is it wrong to feel bad?

Guys, its killing me. And I don't know what to do.. I love him. :'(